Saturday, April 21, 2012

THE ANTICIPATION

As I began this journey in life I had no idea of where it would take me or where I would be.  No doubt I have ALWAYS been a very private person, keeping my feelings close and my being even closer.  I’ve known that I have had this gift as a very young girl and as I have mentioned life got in the way.  I traveled down many roads some that I had control of and others I did not. But at no time did I have fear or regrets.  Nothing that I have experienced have I ever regretted as it brought me to where I am today.  Now, for a second I wondered how in the world I got to the Middle East.  But, at this point in my life it really doesn’t matter because you know what I am here.  This is exactly where I am supposed to be!!!  So, the advantage that I have is that I know this and I am open to the higher power as to what steps I will be guided in. As I write my “Rituals” every day for 30 minutes I am bringing my gift closer into my existence.  My writing will get to be stronger and you will feel it when you read it.  I cannot lie I am scared but not fearful.  I am scared because I know and feel that this is bigger than me.  And for some of you who have had the opportunity to meet me and see me grow you must admit (even I do myself) that there is something unusual about Dawn!  And that is totally in a good way ;-)!  Once I was able to quiet my mind and I was ready and open to what my journey was to be that is when the words began to flow and they continue to each and every day.   Below is as some may call it a “poem”!  But to me I like to refer to it as “Living Words”.  You read it and feel it according to how it will benefit your life.  I tend not to use punctuation as I want you to determine how you want to receive it.  This piece was written on 13 Dec 2010…Enjoy

ANTICIPATION…
The Anticipation of becoming a true being is very close on my path to serenity
It is a true sense of being that is brought before me to join in with a clear vision and open heart
It is the anticipation of the unknown that fulfills my need of belonging
It is the belonging that fulfills the need of the desire
The desire to succeed in this life time
My life time of truly becoming a higher being
The Anticipation of a life
A vision a truth
And the truth is locked deep inside
Waiting to be revealed to the inner self
The inner self is waiting to be presented
To the world
The universe
The higher sense
And finally presented to you