As we watch movies and read books that are associated within the scientifical world there always seems to be the unknown, a presence a force field that separates us from them. In the movies there is the drama within the music that is associated with the unknown as well. As we continue to partake in the visual or the story line that was created we are not sure if the forces of the entities are friendly to embrace us or evil to demolish the planet. Initially, it is always perceived as fearful and dark! Only in a few movies that I can recall is where the presence turned out to be friendly willing to help human kind. It always seems like they (and I say they loosely) wanted to destroy our home otherwise known as planet earth. It is at those times that I sit and marvel over the fact is fiction far from the truth? I mean the concepts and the ideas had to come from somewhere right??? We all are aware that the mind is a very powerful tool it can be used in so many different ways and we are supposed to be an advance species. Are we so far advanced that we not know that the presence is something other than ourselves. How do we know if the forces actually exists is there a good vs. evil. Is that as clear as night and day? The sun…the set, ying and yang know as the opposites within the tree of life that we have encountered time and time again.
If we are the superior beings then what am I to think of the power of the energy that exists outside of the force field of our lives? Metaphorically speaking it is a subject that has astounded me as in the dark blanket that canvases the sky at night sprinkled with the brightness of the moon and the little specs of light that are called stars. If you can use that part of your brain as in imagination…if you can turn that on just for a minute can you imagine how colorful your visions would be? If you can turn on and tap into the feelings that we are born with from the beginning would things in life be differently? Would it not be considered as black and white because I want to see it as it is but in the most vibrant colors ever! I wouldn’t want it any other way! And to be honest I was able to actually see it as the most vibrant colors ever upon my stint in a NJ hospital. My vision was removed from my eyes for approx 2 days. I will say that my senses were heightened kind of like Spiderman when he was bit from the spider lol (yes I admit I have watched the movies). I would never have believed it but I had a super sense of taste, smell and feeling and now I truly know how blind people are able to get along with will and determination. It seemed like eternity as I was lying on the bed, and felt as if I was in darkest void ever within my being. The darkness was the blackest, most dense stillness that consumed my world. I actually had no clue to what was taking place or to who was in the room. I was able to use my spidey sense (or maybe I should say my Dawnie sense lol) a combination of hearing and a futuristic type vision within the darkness that I somehow was gifted with to help me through this. My ability to hear allowed me to see in the most colorful form of vision within the mind. I recall only having two (2) distinct voices enter my being my son Khi and a very close friend to my son and me Luis. What I was visualizing was hearing my son’s voice and seeing what looked like blades of tall grass that upon the vibration of his voice would sway to and fro and colors would vary from red to green to blue (of course I know what you may be thinking is she crazy…nope not at all). These visions were seen as I journeyed through the tunnel of what seemed life. I literally had no control on my life or the decisions that were to be made. But, the whole time there was no fear among my soul and that is really what scared me! Was I to be concerned as to what was happening to me or was I to be as I trusted the presence that was holding my hand? I do know that my son’s voice calmed the troubled waters as he expressed to me that the tribe was out of control due to not knowing if there was to be life or death. My son stayed connected to me via his whispers in my ear until the darkness lifted! My vision was restored and I gained a new sense of the super intelligence that I was able to amass in a difficult time. What I gained was another level of conciseness a new way for my brain to react and respond. I was thrust in a position of the unknown that was turned into part of the journey that I am now on in my life. The ability to be able to delve into a bubble of non-existent reality that we can only image is something that I will never ever forget. Hey don’t get me wrong who wouldn’t want to have superhuman or as we know it “superhero or super heroine” powers. Would that make our lives easier or more complicated? Are we willing to have things just handed to us or gain a sense of life and awareness to guide us through the many channels know to some as our purpose? As many things as I have read and been told is that we come into this being equipped and ready to thrive. That as long as we walk on the right path and continue to walk in the light we are truly on our way to greatness. So could it be that upon that very path that I was walking on when the darkness appeared does that mean that my path was not correct or was I being redirected? Upon the darkness of the night hues of a new sunrise was showing its brilliance! And within that brilliance is a voice that was very pure and real as my son spoke to me it guided me out of the darkness and into the light. Upon my transformation the journey that I took within I have no idea as to why, what or how. I do know that during my recovery I had a very strong presence of power that surrounded me as if it was a shield of armor. With that armor came a new way of thinking, my mind was sharper and the words that flowed through me were constant. Without reservation I embraced it and acknowledged that what I am here for is to be a vessel of truth, love and understanding! As I continue to find my way I know that the words that flow through me are affective and my voice is strong but serene and the Invisible Force around me is so very real!
Continuing on the path………living life and embracing my dreams towards reality!!!
