As in all things in life we tend to have a massive amount of EXPECTATIONS. Expectations of ourselves, others, the environment, society and so forth. Within the balance of life we can see it on a physical level or spirit based derived from our individual perception of spirituality.
Always within expectation comes positive or negative which stems from how our minds perceive it to be. Basically stemming from cause and effect, right or wrong, good or bad!
From my view as the many blades of grass forms upon this earth there will always be CHANGE. There will always be differences which may or may not taint the very existence that we journey upon each and every day.
So I begin...
A long walk brought these thoughts to be as I am in the biggest change of my life. From deep within I felt the sadness that surrounds me covering me like the very first blanket that was placed upon my skin at birth. Covering me with warmth and a serene aura of bliss...my very own oasis.
But, why am I searching for that feeling of comfort again...
Many seconds, minutes, hours, days and months have past and within my most trying time is also the most comforting time of my existence.
As my soul cried out for the Mother of all ~ M O T H E R E A R T H...
I set out on a quest in one day and began to put all the pieces of life back together again.
With FAITH I set out with tiny baby steps that tuned into a quick pace and ended in a smooth stride.
See upon Mother Earth there is no Nonexistence ~ There is only Existence.
Every piece of nature must show up everyday and night...the sun, clouds, skies, stars, moon the entire Universe.
A tree cannot take a day off to get it all together or to put things into perspective. The trees cannot just lay down on the ground because they are tired from standing! The trees must stand firm and sway to be beat of the wind and the soil that sustains them. The grass can't just pick up and leave because it gets burned from the heat from the sun. But, upon the seeds of life it can regenerate itself over and over again and become anew.
All of the elements of Earth rejects resistance because it must exist and I must exist...
I must stand tall and welcome the beautiful sun that I AM.
I must speak what I desire, dream, hope and visualize within my life.
I must not resist the waves of change that comes upon my soul and washes my spirit.
As nature prevails and thrives each and every day so shall I....
So as I sit upon the bench of life
I plant my feet upon the EARTH to feel home again.
For I too am from the soil
From the Earth
Within the Universe
Shining bright as the Sun
For
I Am...Dawn
