When I started this blog I was so fearful of exposing myself to the virtual world or the real world peeps that know me. What I did know was that I had a calling and for some reason it was if I was a waterfall spilling over into myself (constant movement). As I contemplated using a pseudo name to present to the world my son (KJ) took me to see Anonymous…..which literally changed my world. And I will be forever grateful to my son for that gift that he gave me of knowledge as he was that silent voice (to me) he was the messenger.
As I proclaim to live my life in the best light that I can! I can also say that yes I am human and I do fall off from time to time but it is when I gather my thoughts I then can correct them and get back on track. It is an unconscious thought process that at times I am not even aware of it but it works. Our minds are a very powerful tool and whether you know it or not you are thinking thoughts all the time. I have learned that my point of knowing is how I feel which translates into the thoughts that are swimming around in my head. Happy thoughts equate to feeling great, invincible, fun, and positive you know all of that goodness that is within. Then comes the other thoughts fear, doubt, negativity! Those thoughts feel so heavy they are so dark and can consume your being in an instant. It is at those times of despair that you must learn to change it right away so that it will not consume your mind. To be honest you may not even know that your thoughts are changing your actions, tone, words or demeanor. In so many ways I know that I have a gift that is to be given to the world. That no matter how much I may fear or be afraid of this journey in life I am given the courage to step to the side and let the higher power create my steps that I am to take. I’ve always been the Dawn that thought she had it all together that I ruled, guided, created and all of that stuff that I thought I was in control of I was not. Every step… every motion the thoughts that came to me was to get me where I am today and keep me on point towards my future. It is an exciting time as this journey that I am on or should I say starring in I could have possibly imagined but never thought I would be in! I’ve crossed over many countries to partake in the new experiences that my life have seen and still I marvel over the fact that WOW Dawn how did you get here LOL!!! I have a very good imagination as you well can tell…but for me to think that I would be here is so wacky to me (SMILE)! So as I continue to walk on this path I have decided to not question the steps. That I am to be brave and venture into the unknown without fear or reservation! I now know that I am ready for everything that is to be for me in life, relationships, prosperity! Hey this movie was written only for daybreak (the first appearance of light in the sky as the sun rises at the beginning of a new day –shout out to the Encarta Dictionary) aka DAWN! I am the actress, the star and the higher power wrote the script that is truly a perfect combination of strength, beauty and intelligence to push me through. For the ones that know me you know that I have a lot of words and talk a lot but on this subject I am so humble and grateful! Because the little girl from New Jersey took the time to know that whatever she wanted to do she could! It is within your thoughts that allow you to dream, create and bring them to life to manifest!
There is one thing in particular to talk about that had changed me for the better! So let’s talk about it…OMG what about listening…hmmm? One thing for sure is that we all have ears to hear but what is very important is to listen (KJ &TAD) you both have emphasized that to me on several conversations! And I always said or say that I am listening! Well I thought that I was when in fact because my intentions for you both are only for the very best in life. As I’ve realized now that there are times by me not fully listening because (I never want you both to go through and feel hurt, pain or negativity) in fact I was doing exactly what you said but not intentionally I was listening but not hearing your words. I know that you both are the coolest ever and you both know that I am here/there for you. So, guys (with your guidance) the light came on and I had the epiphany in regards to knowing we all have ears but are we using them to listen...gosh that is surely a profound statement! I am now and I promise to you both that I can say it but the true test is in my actions, the seconds, the moments, the hours….our lifetimes of our connections. I am truly a better person for knowing you both (wink)!
I guess the moral of the story is that we all have a strong calling to be to whom we are to be! It is not up to anyone to dispute, disregard, dispel or even silence the other person’s voice by not listening to what there soul is speaking about. We are all here without a map, no gps only our instincts and the voice from above. With that we are truly equipped with all that we need. We may not feel that we are equipped but believe you me we are.
Whenever you have doubt or question as to why…quiet your mind and meditate in a place of silence and peace and ask your questions to the universe! The answer will come and as you rely on your feelings, thoughts or actions that you are doing that truly makes you happy you will finally reach a point of knowing! Remember that the mind is a very complex machine it feeds off of your emotions whether we think it will or not! You are the captain of your mindful ship so stay steady on your journey! You now are on your way to greatness, of peace, serenity and all of the good feelings that we are suppose to experience in our lives.
No doubt we all have encountered and experienced so much from birth until now again positive and negative! We know what it feels like to be happy or sad! And to be honest the later is not a good feeling. But I will accept it all as it got me to where I am today…and for that I am truly grateful!!!
This journey that I am on is amazing as it was designed just for me so until the next one…Stay Positive and Live The Life You Are Destined To Live!!!
